dang 3 days ago | next |

Here's the epigraph: https://www.k-state.edu/english/baker/english320/Maugham-AS.....

I was thinking of this legend because, somewhat improbably, it shows up in the last 20 seconds of the video for "Particle Man": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsAiCs66l40 (thanks pvg!)

Here's a melodramatic rendition: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLeVHqiAGcY.

tptacek 3 days ago | root | parent |

Does it? In any more specific way than that where Plucky runs to, his wrestling adversaries are waiting for him? They don't seem surprised to see him in the ring. :)

dang 3 days ago | root | parent |

It sounds like you have more context than I have—so I defer :)

tptacek 3 days ago | root | parent |

pvg! explain!

pvg 3 days ago | root | parent |

Wait wait. I just linked the funny video. The appointments, angels of death and the administrative centers of the Abbasid caliphs are things dang brought in and now is trying to weasel out of!

motohagiography 3 days ago | prev |

weird that this obscure story has been on my mind a lot lately as a way of describing the effects of depression. in the zeitgeist perhaps.

The essential version of the story is quoted at the end:

> There was a merchant in Baghdad who sent his servant to market to buy provisions and in a little while the servant came back, white and trembling, and said, Master, just now when I was in the market-place I was jostled by a woman in the crowd and when I turned I saw it was Death that jostled me. She looked at me and made a threatening gesture; now, lend me your horse, and I will ride away from this city and avoid my fate. I will go to Samarra and there Death will not find me. The merchant lent him his horse, and the servant mounted it, and he dug his spurs in its flanks and as fast as the horse could gallop he went. Then the merchant went down to the market-place and he saw me standing in the crowd and he came to me and said, Why did you make a threatening gesture to my servant when you saw him this morning? That was not a threatening gesture, I said, it was only a start of surprise. I was astonished to see him in Baghdad, for I had an appointment with him tonight in Samarra.

the link between the 'Appointment in Samara' story and depression is that it's a sense of damnation that finds a way to catch up with you, and when you find some escape or even come through it, the consequences of things you neglected under its influence come due. The story is a bit trite, as like the servant it's easy to say we fool ourselves. I'd say it's less easy to apprehend the layered mendacity of a malevolent presence that hates you, but the story captures some of the dynamic well.

It's a wry observation about what we do to ourselves, but having given it some oddly specific thought, it's more useful as a metaphor for articulating and black boxing a game that this thing can set us up to play and lose. Perhaps a bit personal and TMI, but if someone's going to talk about Appointment in Sarmarra today, it's worth looking at it with a contemporary lens.

tolerance 3 days ago | root | parent |

Having encountered the narration from the Islamic traditions it is often presented alongside the principle of predestination (vis-à-vis the inescapability of an event that is predetermined). Interestingly, depression too is considered to be rooted in anxiety or discontent with that which is yet to occur or what has already passed and as often what is taking place in the present.

I say this to say, Thanks for sharing.

I can imagine how for some, enjoining meditations on death and its inevitability with the conceptualization of the "backend" of a depressive state may be compoundingly counterintuitive.

But nay I feel enlivened!